Pissed

Have you ever been so pissed at the world you could not breathe?
A lost soul feeling so defeated when there is greatness happening
around
Trampled, shy and meek have driven me to the ground
When do I stand up and say bleep I am aggravated I am tired
Woe is me, is a pity party I never screech
As no one can fathom why
Neither can I
Great is everything but sometimes I cry out to a hollow world
I feel better for a few days but then you seem to lose my voice
just like the rest of the world
It is lost or falling on deaf ears or ears that have a clock quite unlike my own
Fine just share the timeline
Share a little bit of hope as the tunnel is bleaker and bleaker still
Be still my heart and in the word I look
Again and again I coach the goodness and deny the dark yet the lamplight is going
out
When will these thoughts go out
Not taken on the hearts or minds of others those I hold dear but fear
They see me and that is scary at times I am sure
but they hold on for dear life as I chase and follow flapping
coat tails smacking, attacking and darkened in the lines
I am ready to be free